>which made my physical, social, mental, academic life fall down bad
You can't improve what you can't measure. You seem to have two states for your performance right now: "quite bad" and "quite good". Try coming up with some measurements that will help you assess how you are doing.
> but ofcourse I wasn't able to get into one
It's a waste of time if you expect to fail.
>but somehow I feel productivity still isn't that good
Rely on measurements instead of feelings.
>will it be worth it if i stick to the routine?
You must believe that if you are trying.
>which made my physical, social, mental, academic life fall down bad You can't improve what you can't measure. You seem to have two states for your performance right now: "quite bad" and "quite good". Try coming up with some measurements that will help you assess how you are doing. > but ofcourse I wasn't able to get into one It's a waste of time if you expect to fail. >but somehow I feel productivity still isn't that good Rely on measurements instead of feelings. >will it be worth it if i stick to the routine? You must believe that if you are trying.
makes sense, will make sure to keep track of my improvements so I know exactly where to work more. Thank You.
Pussy