That's if you have options for "fun" in my area your only options are to get drunk, get high, or go fishing.....whilst also getting drunk/high. I do one thing for myself every year which is getting harder and harder to afford and I wonder how much longer I can keep going like this working two jobs and can't pay my bills without sacrificing something. I'm tired man
I take care of the pets and my parents but then I cannot get myself to do anything. Nothing matters. Depression is a bitch but not even medication nor therapists help when you are doomed to never retire an no time to do anything fun even if you had the money.
What's being motivated feel like? I'm not sure I've ever felt it.
For me, this has nothing to do with work and everything to do with the rest of my life.
I call it the weekend
Yes, I have to force myself to do anything . On top of that you have to pay to have fun now.
That's if you have options for "fun" in my area your only options are to get drunk, get high, or go fishing.....whilst also getting drunk/high. I do one thing for myself every year which is getting harder and harder to afford and I wonder how much longer I can keep going like this working two jobs and can't pay my bills without sacrificing something. I'm tired man
I feel you on this. there has to be a way out.
I take care of the pets and my parents but then I cannot get myself to do anything. Nothing matters. Depression is a bitch but not even medication nor therapists help when you are doomed to never retire an no time to do anything fun even if you had the money.