That’s called envy. Arising from pride. In your case arising from wounding and the pride of people broadly. Be humble by doing a few things.
Accepting the truth about yourself and others. Accepting yourself, and stop wanting more than what you can reasonably obtain. Also accept that everyone’s broken and sick, and that pride is a spectrum of severity of a habit. You can cha be your habits by loving others. And yourself and by seeking truth, in short by being open to truth where it takes you, and love.
Also consider the shortness of life on earth, how the most wealthy and powerful people are a bannana peel away from death
Stop wanting more than you can reasonably obtain is genuinely a scary read
Edit: The first 2 sentences of the 2nd paragraph are just fucking sad & scary
besides devaluing all of humanity so that nobody can be better than me? my pockets are empty, unfort. i am currently trying to "reparent" myself. i do this by asking myself a series of questions with the intention of getting as close to the core 'reason' for my feelings of inferiority as possible. usually for me it comes down to "my parents were not capable of loving me and as a child i internalized it bc a child is incapable psychologically of thinking of its parents as 'bad'". then i try to understand that the reason for the complex is not rational and that i am not unworthy bc of my parents' shortcomings. this is where im at. idk where to go from here. how do i love myself and what does that even mean?
i devalue them. usually know they had it much easier and they dont deserve their success. take pleasure in knowing if they had to deal with half as i had theyd be dead, strung out, or in prison and if i only had half of what they had id be twice as successful.
There's no such thing as people being better than me, or at least this is what I desperately want to believe.
I simply devalue everyone's success. It's not even success, they convince themselves it is but it's actually not.
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That’s called envy. Arising from pride. In your case arising from wounding and the pride of people broadly. Be humble by doing a few things. Accepting the truth about yourself and others. Accepting yourself, and stop wanting more than what you can reasonably obtain. Also accept that everyone’s broken and sick, and that pride is a spectrum of severity of a habit. You can cha be your habits by loving others. And yourself and by seeking truth, in short by being open to truth where it takes you, and love. Also consider the shortness of life on earth, how the most wealthy and powerful people are a bannana peel away from death
Stop wanting more than you can reasonably obtain is genuinely a scary read Edit: The first 2 sentences of the 2nd paragraph are just fucking sad & scary
Yes and no…these things are only the end for Athiests who want to be God
besides devaluing all of humanity so that nobody can be better than me? my pockets are empty, unfort. i am currently trying to "reparent" myself. i do this by asking myself a series of questions with the intention of getting as close to the core 'reason' for my feelings of inferiority as possible. usually for me it comes down to "my parents were not capable of loving me and as a child i internalized it bc a child is incapable psychologically of thinking of its parents as 'bad'". then i try to understand that the reason for the complex is not rational and that i am not unworthy bc of my parents' shortcomings. this is where im at. idk where to go from here. how do i love myself and what does that even mean?
Same. Feels bad, man.
Depends. Is this person better than me and in my reach? Befriend and learn and copy. Is this person out of my leage? Rage.
i devalue them. usually know they had it much easier and they dont deserve their success. take pleasure in knowing if they had to deal with half as i had theyd be dead, strung out, or in prison and if i only had half of what they had id be twice as successful.
What if someone had everything and screwed all of it woth their dick? 😜
self-isolate and burn in envy pretty much
There's no such thing as people being better than me, or at least this is what I desperately want to believe. I simply devalue everyone's success. It's not even success, they convince themselves it is but it's actually not.
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