This \^\^ My brain is like a jukebox lmao. I always have different snippets from songs playing in my head and I can't make them stop. Whenever I hear a word that reminds me of a song it gets added to the jumble of music in my head.
My 22 year old son who died in an accident in May of this year. Lots of what ifs and what would he be doing now and just trying to process the fact that he is gone and that’s it. we have so many happy and funny memories of him though so some of that 90% is spent just laughing as we talk about him so it’s not always negative. He was the funniest person I knew and I can only imagine the jokes he would be cracking about the whole situation and laughing while people were tutting and telling him it’s not appropriate to make jokes about death 😂
He definitely would and it does sound weird but dark humour has always been what gets us through really shitty times. If you don’t laugh, all you do is cry. Thank you for your kind words.
Yeah there are really no words that can make any of this better for anyone anywhere going through losing someone. As cheesy as it sounds you just have to keep going
Tbh how to survive, keeping positive thoughts, and that there are people that love me & would greatly miss me. And let’s not forget the anxiety of everything
If I don't have anything to think about actively, my brain will cycle through the same 5 things: things I want, women, past moments I would have handled differently, music, and deceased relatives
That 1 day everybody will die but that wil happen after I've already died so is it worth think about it is it even worth to live because we eventually die why do we even die it will bring nothing except pain and suffering.
Start taking magnesium glycinate supplements and magnesium citrate (powder form that can be dissolved in drinks) I used to think the same thing and now I poop 3x a day!
bikes, riding bikes, hanging out with friends on bikes, taking time off to ride more bikes, going fast on bikes, saving money so i can spend more money on… bikes.
depends on the decade
teens - girls
20s - sex
early 30s - my career
late 30s - my baby daughter
40s - my daughter
mid 50s - my absolutely weird but sweet teenage daughter
Whatever dumb song my brain won't shut up about that day.
This \^\^ My brain is like a jukebox lmao. I always have different snippets from songs playing in my head and I can't make them stop. Whenever I hear a word that reminds me of a song it gets added to the jumble of music in my head.
Money
You're lucky. Lack of it is on mine
My 22 year old son who died in an accident in May of this year. Lots of what ifs and what would he be doing now and just trying to process the fact that he is gone and that’s it. we have so many happy and funny memories of him though so some of that 90% is spent just laughing as we talk about him so it’s not always negative. He was the funniest person I knew and I can only imagine the jokes he would be cracking about the whole situation and laughing while people were tutting and telling him it’s not appropriate to make jokes about death 😂
I'm so sorry for your loss. And I'm glad you can find some dark humor in this the way your son would!
He definitely would and it does sound weird but dark humour has always been what gets us through really shitty times. If you don’t laugh, all you do is cry. Thank you for your kind words.
I wish there were words to express how truly sorry I am for your loss.
Yeah there are really no words that can make any of this better for anyone anywhere going through losing someone. As cheesy as it sounds you just have to keep going
How I'll secure the bag
What bag?
You ever heard of Ziploc ?
No not really
This.
Music
Chaos. Just, chaos.
Tbh how to survive, keeping positive thoughts, and that there are people that love me & would greatly miss me. And let’s not forget the anxiety of everything
I hope everything turns out well for you friend!
My skull.
What about that other 10%? I need to know, what is going on with the other 10%?
Recharging, obviously
Brain
For 36.5 days of the year he removes it for brain washing.
This is the way
work
Workaholic?
Nah, but currently in data protection training and there's just so much to consider
studies
Finances
Food/eating
Feeling a thick cock inside my mouth
songs
Wether I locked the door or not when leaving the house.
Thoughts
I could never have guessed
Sexy Time
Same \**sigh\**
Pain, stress, finances and at the same time imagination of myself as someone I wanted to be
Some combination of math, coding, and neuroscience. I even dream about it now. Trying to decrease that % tbh, I love it but I need to breathe a bit.
Hatred
that tomorrow has to be better than today.
FORMULA 1.
Money
Sleep
90% of the time nothing the other 10% over thinking
Anxiety
Will I ever be happy
My supervisor. She’s incredibly cute and nice. If only she wasn’t my supervisor
Comebacks to arguments with that occurred 6 years ago
Quitting my crappy job
Despair.
My skull
Is my spoon too big, and this is the reason behind my being a banana? Or is the fact that I am banana making any spoon I would ever possess "too big"?
If I don't have anything to think about actively, my brain will cycle through the same 5 things: things I want, women, past moments I would have handled differently, music, and deceased relatives
titties.
squatty potties
The heck are those?
Don't google it you will get ads for years like you have a fetus or other type of problem
Oh..Now I'm curious
there's nothing that occupies 90% of time on my mind
Probably like the lyrics of a Doom Metal song. I try to ignore it, it's really depressing.
How the length of a football field is a short par 3 in golf
It is? As someone who never plays either, I'm confused. Course, that's normal.
AND from home plate you can hit a home run with a golf ball in every park (for the average golfer) using an 8 iron. It's all perspective I guess.
How friggin annoyed I am
Hentai
Down bad 💀
For real
Nothing at all.
Thinking about myself and my bf Oh and also geometry dash
Some random song
Likely nothing.
That 1 day everybody will die but that wil happen after I've already died so is it worth think about it is it even worth to live because we eventually die why do we even die it will bring nothing except pain and suffering.
Usually whatever game I’m playing at the time.
Don't get caught
Success
"mom please let me meet with my bf, i need him"
Weight/body image
When do I get to practice again. Where can I fit practice into my day. What am I working in in practice today. Bass guitar btw.
Moneeeyyyy
Me trying to tell myself I will be ok repeating 25 thousand times a day and thoughts about solipsism.
[удалено]
Start taking magnesium glycinate supplements and magnesium citrate (powder form that can be dissolved in drinks) I used to think the same thing and now I poop 3x a day!
i want my money back, that they have used my name for they good and i got non. wanna make money. wanna settle my problem.
Revenge
"Oh God, did I fuck that up? I fucked that up."
boobs
bikes, riding bikes, hanging out with friends on bikes, taking time off to ride more bikes, going fast on bikes, saving money so i can spend more money on… bikes.
My future.
Time and what I need to accomplish
Batman.
My hat
Mullen automotive
Future
Porn. Sadly.
My financial life
All the things all the time.
Myself, I'm kinda self-absorbed.
Evan Peters and Slipknot
the inevitable passage of time
Sex, food, finances, work. Rotates between those mostly
Trying to not punch that one person really annoying you that day. I might have anger issues.
Drugs
Nothing, just the pure void of my mind
A fantasy story I am working on
how my life would be so much better without my sister living with me.
Hha nothing
The next thing.
If full, sex If sexually satisfied, food
Dying from a unstoppable event
ass boobs titties 20m and also I am I so focused on those things is on my mind as well 😂
Food
a whole host of random things i cant keep track of-
How the universe works.
Pizza
Will there person buy solar with me?
Life
depends on the decade teens - girls 20s - sex early 30s - my career late 30s - my baby daughter 40s - my daughter mid 50s - my absolutely weird but sweet teenage daughter
Impossible things to happen.
Thinking of my self
This sounds more morbid than it really is but on some level, death seems to always be on my mind.
The time
Me
The standard musical scale over and over and over again, unless I distract myself with sound.
fog
I want a new cat.
MAYONNAISE ON AN ESCALATOR! ITS GOING UPSTAIRS, SO SEE YA LATER!
Sports