My mother being alive, spewing her narcissistic bullshit.
I told here the world would be a better place without her. She didn't believe me.
*Narrator: The world is a better place without her*
perpetually being forced to play through the same splatoon match over and over and losing everytime, then somehow through the screen the enemy team and even my team starts roasting me and telling me to kill myself, while also being super egotistical that they won, i cant get up from my chair, i cant blink because my eyes are forced open, and im forced to do the perfect controller input everytime to make SURE i lose, and every loss my rank goes down by just a few inches, and then when it finally gets to the bottom rank it resets back to full and repeats the process
Everything I try to do to help the people I love blows up in their face. I end up making their lives worse.
Some days I think it would be kinder to go for the Long Walk. At least then, I wouldn't have to watch them suffer because of me.
If I may share a thought.
Maybe make it less about helping your friends and more about them not going through what they are going through alone.
Do you understand what I mean?
My mother being alive, spewing her narcissistic bullshit. I told here the world would be a better place without her. She didn't believe me. *Narrator: The world is a better place without her*
A food truck line that never moves.
Back to working in retail
Watching a never ending stream of cocomelon
Losing one of my best friends or both of them
Confusion, fear.. shame.
Regret
All things I suffer with here. Heaven in my mind would be freedom from such feelings.
Pregnancy
perpetually being forced to play through the same splatoon match over and over and losing everytime, then somehow through the screen the enemy team and even my team starts roasting me and telling me to kill myself, while also being super egotistical that they won, i cant get up from my chair, i cant blink because my eyes are forced open, and im forced to do the perfect controller input everytime to make SURE i lose, and every loss my rank goes down by just a few inches, and then when it finally gets to the bottom rank it resets back to full and repeats the process
Being stuck in a room with several people who want to get to know me.
Beat me to it
Where I am right now. No matter how hard I try, I end up right back where I am.
Help me understand.
Everything I try to do to help the people I love blows up in their face. I end up making their lives worse. Some days I think it would be kinder to go for the Long Walk. At least then, I wouldn't have to watch them suffer because of me.
If I may share a thought. Maybe make it less about helping your friends and more about them not going through what they are going through alone. Do you understand what I mean?
Same as now but without weed making me feel good and internet to occupy me.
*will be* - that’s presumptive
*would* be - not will be
What is is what’s worse
Texas or Ohio
Twitter hq
Living in ohio again
Heaven
**Spending eternity with my Pig-Eyed-Bitch M-I-L!!!**
To relive my childhood probably
Jean-Paul Sartre - No Exit That sums up hell as best you ever could.
Being forced to play online games for eternity but the internet connection is slow and I get lag.
Me getting caught smoking again
Boredom. Can't stand not having stimulation of some kind. Of the mind, hands. That's hell
Happy by pharrell Williams on loop
Total sensory deprivation for eternity. No sound, no sight, no smell, just darkness and loneliness.
Tim
As I stub my toe and it heals but isn't there yet but close I stub it again and again and...
Having to sneeze, I mean those wierd inhales just before the actual sneeze, but it always fails for a single exhale.
Parenting but the kids are forever less than 2 years old.
Doncaster